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mini update
date: 4/16/2024
feeling: ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧
listening to: brutalismus 3000

hello diary!! i figured it was about time for a new update hehe. i spent the rest of march in a weird depression, maybe socialization burn-out? i'm still not too sure. but easter was very cleansing and i've been in good spirits ever since ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ! i went to a beautiful catholic mass with my boyfriend and his family for easter and even got to see his grandmother be confirmed into the church!

in early april, i celebrated my bestie's birthday!!
we had a homemade tea party at her house with our boyfriends! we made so much tasty food and drank raspberry peach tea.. it was soo yummy!! then we went shopping at an antique store. i'm on the hunt for a new coffee table but i didn't find one i liked sigh... maybe next time. we ended the night by watching random videos and listening to records at my bestie's house. it was such a good day and i love my best friend so much! i feel so lucky that we were able to reconnect recently because her friendship has truly helped me so much.



the rest of april has been pretty nice so far! i've been spending time with my boyfriend and bestie. i finished a book called negative space, it was pretty good! i really want to read the other book the author has. i also started reading letters to milena by kafka again.. maybe i'll finally finish it this time.. (^_^;) i also got offered a new position at work and it's been so nice so far! overall, nothing too crazy going on but things have been pretty good lately!!

that's all for now! hopefully i'll have more to tell you next month!




back home!
date: 3/13/2024
feeling: (_ _)。゜zzZ
listening to: white noise

hello diary! i just got back a few days ago from a trip to california!! i went to LA to see my bestie's band play at this really cool industrial club. her band was sooo good!! it was my first real time seeing them play and i was so blown away. i had so much fun dancing to all their songs ^__^ the venue was so crazy too!! before i found my bestie in the club, i was just wandering around the dark smoke-filled rooms with industrial and noise music blasting from the speakers. there were soo many rooms, it was like a labyrinth filled with goths lol..

after the show, my boyfriend and i went to visit his sister in long beach and we got to meet all her friends and her wife and went shopping in a really cute downtown area and had a picnic on the beach! we also checked out a cute arthouse theater that was showing all of the oscar nominated short films (i only liked about 2 of them lol). it was such a nice trip and i can't wait to go back.

on our last day, my boyfriend and i packed up and went to LA to walk around Little Tokyo for a bit! i had this really yummy lychee mimosa and we got cute souveneirs for his little sister. i couldn't find tuna mayo onigiri though.. sighhh... maybe next time. then we drove around and grabbed dinner and then drove home!! it was so much fun, even the road trip there and back. i feel like it was exactly the kinda reset my brain needed. i feel so motivated now ^__^ and it was so nice to have my first real roadtrip with my boyfriend

anyways that's all for now! byeee




fresh start...
date: 2/26/2024
feeling: (´。• ◡ •。`) ♡
listening to: shoegaze

hello diary!! i decided to restart this in the new year.. hopefully i will end up using it more too hehe. this year has been so eventful already! i've realized recently that i actually have a very active social life.. which is such a crazy thing considering how isolated i was growing up and especially after my spinal injury. i have a life again! it's been great but also so exhausting. i don't know how people do this without getting burnt out.. other than that stuff i've really just been working and hanging out with my boyfriend and his family ♥︎♥︎♥︎

it's actually my birthday tomorrow! i don't have anything super crazy planned, just gonna spend the day with my boyfriend and we are gonna do pottery and try out a new ramen place hehe i'm excited! i'm also seeing my bestie the day after ♥︎! we are gonna go shopping for antiques and then eat vegan tacos and watch movies at her house after. overall it should be a pretty fun week ^_^

i feel so grateful to have the people in my life that i do.. <3

well.. that's all i really have time to say now! talk to you later ^ . ^

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